I am sick of being tired. I am sick of not feeling well. I am sick of my back & ovaries hurting. I am sick of feeling like a hamster running on a wheel. I am sick of feeling like I am not liked for who I am by my husband. I am sick of a trashy, cluttered house. I am sick of being overweight. I am sick of not having a relationship with my mother. I am sick of not having a father alive. I am sick of being who I am. I am sick of feeling helpless. I am sick of not feeling content with myself nor my life. I am sick of feeling like I am not getting anywhere. I want joy. I want contentment. I want unconditional love. I want peace. I want rest. I want health. I want a mother. I want that connection with Christ that I used to have. I want not to feel restless & frustrated.

This is me today.