I feel so lost & abandoned. I am sinking & do not feel that I am worth anyone’s time or effort. Why does it seem like the church is full of more frustration than joy & encouragement? I am tired of even putting forth the effort. I just don’t have it in me right now. I don’t feel like hearing all of the crap answers & cliche little things people say in these situations. This has been a frustrationg season in life. I know it is just a season. I am so tired of fake people. Well, I in no way, shape or form have my crap together. I don’t have the energy to pretend or wear a mask. This is me right now. Tired, frustrated, lonely, depressed & weary. Struggling with the church & it’s “Christians”. Struggling with being a wife & mother. Struggling through life, but still clinging to my God.